Letting go

waah... i am kinda stressed since the day sch start.. the feeling is a bit different from the past sem, a lack of energy and vision to take on the study.. knowing that the amount of stuff to study is even more tedious and heavy, but i totally have no interest in the study stuff that i took. the feeling is like eating food that u dont like until the point u wanna vomit but still u have to keep stuffing the food into your mouth. i felt this has gone bad this few days, i hardly digest the lectures and only trying to keep myself awake most of the time.. hate it when this cycles continued. now left with so many works undone, yet i cant find the motivation to clear it. is only just the beginning and i feel that i am already falling..

well.. is not the end of the world yet. i blame my for being such unstable and having weak personality and character. sometime i just forgot how to let go. is time to put aside all the worries and depressed feelings. i just wanna be more zai and more happy. dont care is pass or fail, i have my strength and weakness. if i am zai and happy, isnt much problems any more.


let go let go let all the worries go go go.